I am disappointed at myself. No. Restart. 

This sounds too sad, I am rarely that angry at that myself. Thanks God, I am alive and can still learn from my mistakes.

Each year at this time, around my birthday date, I take some time to reflect on various aspects of my life. I consider this as the opportunity to evaluate what good steps I have taken, what resolutions I have achieved and what successes I need to celebrate (I do celebrate a lot, and I like to acknowledge positive events that happen in my life each now and then). Also, it is for me the occasion to think about the errors I have made, the wrong decisions I have taken and the promises I did not keep.